Bed rest SUCKS! Plain and simple! In all my 32 yrs, this is honestly one of the hardest things I have ever had to go through. I HATE hearing my baby playing happily downstairs, not being able to play with him or see his expressions. I know he's being well cared for but it's so hard to not be the one that's caring for him. I'M HIS MAMA! I hate feeling/being so isolated from everyone and everything. It's very mentally tough. I probably cry every other day and that's frustrating because I am normally a very happy and positive person. I know that this is what's best for baby Noah, but I just can't help feeling the way that I do. It gets hard to keep it all in perspective sometimes.
On the other hand, I do have a fantastic support system and I am and will be eternally grateful for having these people in my life to help me, Nate & Hayden get through this! I love you all very much!
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